Thursday, March 19, 2009


My dad went to his oncologist today. Turns out he may have Hodgkin lymphoma again =(

I'm gonna go to the doctor with him tomorrow. he's getting a PET scan. We'll know more when he gets the results of that.

I'm sad. I really really am. How do you feel at peace with a situation like this? I need prayer for him and for me. lots and lots and lots of it.

when your dad is sick, how can you worry about anything else?

other things just don't seem to matter as much....

Tuesday, March 10, 2009


It seems to happen every 2 yrs: Dad gets sick.


It's all I can think about, and it's all I can focus on.

My head hurts. It's throbbing, I can hardly breathe.

Why him? Why us? What are you trying to teach us Lord?

I don't even know what to say

Please, pray for my dad's health! I'm afraid he doesn't want to go through another operation or chemo. My mom said he's scared. Please pray for strength!


so, I realize i was being a bit of a brat.

Praise God that my dad did survive 2 other bouts of cancer

Praise God for EVERY extra second that he's given me with him

"Belief over misery" as jon foreman said in 'Home'

I believe that God is faithful

I believe he will be by my side

I believe anything that happens will glorify him

I believe He is a God of comfort....

So come Lord! Come and comfort me! Draw closer to me as I lean on You.

Please show me that You are everything that you say you are.

"I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us"

White"In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Weird Human Tricks?

Lately, I've noticed that I can do "weird" thing's that others can't. Not all of them are special. Just some.

I can wiggle my ears

I can wiggle my scalp

I can raise both my eyebrows

I can raise just one (only on my left side)

I can cross both of my eyes

I can roll my tongue into a taco shape

I can flip my tongue on both sides

I can scrunch it up (my tongue) like a clover

I can whistle

I can snap my fingers

I can crack my thumb by moving it in a circular motion

My hand is not flat. It curves up

My pinky isn't right next to my ring finger when my fingers are closed. (does that make sense?)

I can pop my knees

My toes can spread (i can use them like hands..haha)

umm i think that's it.